Not goodbye, but see you soon...A letter to all of my readers

Isn't it funny how something once so important to us can, literally overnight, become almost obsolete? That is how I have felt about blogging and just writing in general. There was a time that I would post everyday religiously. Hell, sometimes even 2 or 3 times! But as of lately I just haven't had the desire to post. I almost feel like I have to, as opposed to wanting to. I had even considered deleting the entire blog and dropping off the face of the earth...I couldn't tell you why, it's just how I have felt.

When I began this I had wanted a theme...Sort of a fun airy blog. I never intended for it to turn into a rant journal, and I feel disappointed that it has turned into just that. Maybe I just need a short break. I dunno.

I have never been good at sticking to anything. EVER. This blog was the only thing that I had made a commitment to that I actually stuck to for as long as I have because I enjoyed it. I still enjoy it in a sense, but it doesn't give me the same satisfaction that I used to get by spewing all my crap out here.

I haven't been spending near as much time on the internet that I used to. Maybe 20 minutes every other day. It's almost as if I have been avoiding it like the black plague. I can't even figure out why.

I think maybe all I need now is a little time away. Some space if you will. I plan on still reading blogs...(though I have been a bad kid and lurking, not commenting, I'm still there) and think that some time away is necessary to get my groove back. Writing is my passion just that I am at a strange time right now. I don't know up from down and in some cases right from wrong.

I hope that you all understand and check in periodically. I am thinking perhaps after Christmas is when I intend to begin posting again. Thanks to everyone of you who have commented and shown care and concern. It really does mean a lot to me.

Merry Christmas to all of you!

XOXO-Jenelle