"I wanna cry but I gotta laugh..."

From the STP song Big Bang Baby..."Does anybody know how the story really goes or do we all just hum along..."

I had a post all typed up and ready to go, when I tried to save it, the whole thing went haywire. Apparently Blogger was doing some scheduled maintenance...Of which I had no idea, so my post was lost. Instead of typing it all over again, I'll give it to you in a nutshell...

I am a boring, sad, lonely loser.

I got bit by a dog today and my hand has swollen up like a balloon. My darling ( can you hear the sarcasm?) husband declared me "unprofessional" for having gotten bit. (I would like to mention here that in the few years I have been doing this I have only gotten bit one other time. Besides It's an occupational hazard.) And basically I began to think as hard as I possibly can and even though I realize the idea is ridiculous, I almost believe it and have been second guessing my judgment all day since...

And I am also afraid. Of what, you ask? Oh, sorry but I am too afraid to say...

That's pretty much, in not as many words, what the post said. I just wish I could wave a magic wand and *poof* be someone else. I am a sad loser...