Not alone

Yesterday Mike was talking to me and asking me where I was getting the strength to leave him. He thinks that I have someone lined up to take his place. (How wrong he is he will never know) He said something to the fact that women don't have strength on their own and that I must be getting it from somewhere because I am weak and don't posses the power to do it on my own...So I began to think about that statement.

As wrong as he is about a lot of things, he is partially correct here. For some time now I have posted daily updates about what an ass he is to me, and all of you have responded in such a positive way. I thank all of you personally for helping me see the light and giving such fabulous advice. Without all of your input, I might have stayed in this unhappy situation for many years to come.

Now I am a free bird. Oh how good it will feel to sleep in my very own place for that first night, all alone and unrepressed. I already have my theme song picked out for the day that I leave this house forever. "Leaving Las Vegas" Sheryl Crow. I intend to roll the windows down and blast it as loud as my speakers will go and drive off into the sunset singing along with Sheryl at the top of my lungs, grinning like a fool. Damn...Then I intend to get all dolled up and go out and pick a guy up and take him to my place and...Well, use your imagination...Just know that I will also be smiling then, heh.

Jeanne came home today. It was so good to see her and she was as happy to see me. I went to her place tonight and we laid around on her bed and watched a couple of movies and didn't have to talk. It was just nice to have company. Tomorrow we are going shopping. I think she needs me as much as I need her now. BTW, Cliff Castle casino on Wednesdays and Thursdays has the Chip 'N' Dales....Yeah baby we are going to raise some hell!

So again thank you for helping me get through, without you I don't know what I'd do...